of something wonderful;

Friday, February 1, 2008

& It hurts so muchh...

Life.. is wow. I can't really explain it, but it really isn't going all that good. In that picture, is me, and my friend Kimberly. She's a really cool chika. So, when was the last time I updated? Oh, well, I don't know. But, yeah, life. As I said before, life isn't what I would expect. All I want to do is blast my iPod and keep suicide from me. Have you ever had to be that friend that everyone goes for everything? Well, it look's like i'm that friend, and personally, I hate it. It's complicated to explain why, but I dont want everyone to come to me, and tell me why they want to die, or want to hurt themself, but.. I can't be the one to talk, 'cause lately, i've felt like dying. All I can is think of what I can do to get rid of the pain I have inside of me. I've bottled all of these emotions up, and barely have told anyone. I've told a couple of people, but really, they are only concern on my killing myself, but I know.. I wouldn't do, but, like, I would, but then again, I wouldn't.
But yeah, my week at school was pretty wack. It went back really fast, but the only thing I actually liked about it was talking to all of my amazing friends, who love me for who I am, and what I am, and not for I look like, and all of that. I might be making my friends conceited sounded, but they are so amazing, I can barely bare it. But yeah, I'm really awaiting for tomorrow cause, like, I am going to my friend Elizabeth's house, and we are going to party for no reason that's good enough to mention. :]
But yeah, there isn't really enough for me to say here, so i'll just go now, Comments?

Adios.